I started to think of what'd I do for him, how far I'd go to make him happy, of course I'd die for him but thats cliche, everyone says that, so what could I really do that no one ever really says?
then I thought about how much he;d been through, the things he's seen, the things that happened to him how he never really had anyone. He's been so hurt, anyone would think it's a miracle he's still here. It makes me cry to think about everything that he's been through, I cant think of him being in so much pain.
So....I wish that I could just take all that away from him. Every single bit of pain he's ever felt, I wish it could've been me instead of him. I'd do anything for it to me. Anything to take everything away, I'd do it. No matter what it was. I wish I could've been here when he needed someone. I just cant stand to think of him being hurt, it kills me. I still even remember the first promise I ever made him. When he had his night terrors, I told him i couldn't stop them, bit I could always be there when he woke up and I always have been.
I just really wish he never had any pain in his life, it kills me to know how hurt he's been.
Of course I'd give my life for his, I'm living for him and I'm just in love with him.
But the thing I would do anything for, id to take all of his pain away s he could've had a happy life before meeting his dad and being my boyfriend.
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