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So, what to talk about now??

Hmmm....lets make lots of spaces?

WEE! XD

I think I'll just direct you yo my favorite things on the internet ^_^

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Totally Looks Like

WIN

Engrish funny

Very demotivational

The art of trolling

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And if you don't look at all of those, you should be doing this:

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Things I love

1. Timothy James Lowe
2. Ice Cream
3. Animals
4. Cartoons.
5. Writing
6. Beads
7. Sand
8. Sill String.
9. Xbox
10. Books
11. Video Games
12. Love
13. Friends
14. Music
15. Kit Kats
16. Clothes
17. Flowers
18. Nature
19. Smelly Good stuff
20. Bandannas
21. Pez
22. Pictures
23. Mints
24. Talking
25. Glitter
26. Timmy's hugs and kisses
27. Cuddling
28. bracelets
29. safety pins
30. Valentines Day
31. Halloween
32. October
33. September
34. Summer
35. Walking
36. Rain
37. Blogging
38. Movies
39. Babies
40. Privacy
41. Trust
42. Fun
43. Colored pens
44. Lion King
45. Anything black and white
46. Old Disney
47. Coloring
48. Painting
49. Collecting things
50. Never cleaning
51. Being in love

Almost all one worded things. Because any kind of love, cannot be explained, love just is. =3

Things I hate

You know, there's a lot of things that I hate. And I have the urge to list them and THEN list the the thing I love later because the things I hate seem to be more interesting. Imma make a list then 8D

1. The way people freak out about babies. I mean, they all say the same things and frankly, new borns are ugly and look like little creepy aliens and most babies all like the same. Very rarely do you have any that have some sort of drastic feature.
2. Being late.
3. Sleeping in until 4 pm, no one wakes you up, then you're up all night and you have to get up early the next day.
4. Coming across porn on TV and then the remote stops working. -_-
5. FB notifications that have nothing to do with me.
6. Farmville.
7. When you're friend sings and you have yo act like you like it
8. Cybering, sexting ect. Seriously, if it's not with you're BF or GF and you've been separated for like ever and you just can't take it, then piss off and get a life.
9. People who jack off on omegle, stickam, and chat roulette. I mean, WTF? Go kill yourself of you do this.
10. Indian people.
11. People who don't know shit about sex, and then ask you and you get all awkward and never answer them.
12. Alarm Clocks.
13. Stupid Polls on the internet that everyone knows the answer to.
14. America wasting money on stupid projects such as counting water bottles.
15. Dirty keyboards
16. Old people who fuck up your computer
17. Small talk with strangers
18. News Paper headlines
19. Getting mad at video games
20. Family fights
21. A plan that's not very well thought out but you do it anyway
22. People who lie about how they fell when everyone knows how they do indeed feel.
23. Ocean water knocking you down, going up your nose and trying to kill you.
24. Things being smaller then expected.
25. Patterned suits.....
26. People you don't have anything to do with, trying to force you to stop what you're doing
27. Yiff -________-
28. Being the one person not to dress up and getting stared up.
29. Laughing at funerals because the guy talking keeps making goat like noises and you seem to be the only one to notice.
30. People who ignore you.
31. Traffic Jams, why doesn't the person at the front just move??
32. Any kind of Asian person.
33. Walking through grave yards, I feel like I'm stepping in people.
34. People who disrespect graves.
35. Tattoos of famous people whom you never nor will ever meet. That's creepy.
36. After-sex smell. O_O
    
37. Not having clothes to sleep in
38. Trying to remember if people are alive or dead
39. When someone farts and everyone says it's not them, just claim it.
40. Photo frames.
41. People who cover whatever they're doing with their hands, like anyone gives a shit?
42. The amazing amount of things that your body is made of.
43. Church people....
44. Trying to look pretty when you just wake up so your throw your hair over your face.
45. People who can't hear you on the phone
46. Getting IM's from people you hate.
47. Saxophones and Tubas
48. How Hollywood lies!
49. Oily Hair
50. Being short =(
51. Myspace 8D
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Accident Prone

Today I discovered how clumsy how I am. I knocked over an ash tray reaching for a coke that was ion the opposite side.

I'm way too clumsy. I'm a walking disaster. That reminds of the time I went to save an insect, tripped over clear ground and then found a way to sprain my ankle, and then hitting myself in the face, lunging up, hitting my ankle again then screaming like a whale thus resulting in me poking my eye.

Yeah....fuck this XD

The point of me Rambling

I'm rambling on and on and on about nothing on here to try to move the other post to another page because it's taken up too much space and moved my bio, chat box and music to the bottom and that makes Devin Paige not a happy camper. the only way i can fix it to blog and blog furiously and try to make them long and still interesting when there are just fillers.
Well, recently, I've been getting more posts on my formspring about how nasty I am.
So, let go through why I'm nasty. Well, I did what made me happy and decided to say fuck the rest of the world. I got Timmy because I wanted him, I loved him. We'd been friends for a while and we were always talking and everything just happened. We both love each other so, you would've done the same thing. He makes me happy and I love him and he loves me so who ever wants to keep going about that and being obsessed with me can piss off. Stop thinking about me so much, it's creepy.
And I'm nasty because I've had sex with two people and only had 2 real boyfriends?
Ah, makes so much sense my dears.


Oh my....some people are so stupid. Half of the people who STILL keep talking about me, I've never even met. So how do you know me or the situation? And we're talking about something almost 2 months ago now, and people are still going to my formspring and my friend Hayden on there keeps owning them XD I love him.
Ugh, I just don't understand you people, this is high school. Are you really going to remember this? Remember me? Care at all in about 5 years? NO.
I just wanted to settle this on my blog for EVERYONE to read. This is the last time I'm ever going to bring this up because it's stupid and pointless.
Why are you wasting you're time talking about me? Wasting your life on hate?
It's not your problem, so um, piss off.
My point here is that I love Timothy James Lowe. He's my everything and he loves me. So get over it and focus on your own lives and your own happiness.
The last time I will ever speak of this, I'll direct you to my blog if anyone brings it up. I'm done with arguing and I'm done with all of you.
I've got people who love me and the greatest friends ever.

So, please, give it up. Talk to me about this, you'll just be reading this again.
So I will now resume my regular blog and wait for Timmy to call. Okay? Mmmk.
Now, to all the people who don't care about this, thank you.

Random Babbling. =)

I don't know, today is kinda an off day for me. There's nothing really to blog about, I've been incredibly annoyed at my ex boyfriend though. He keeps calling to get my current boyfriends phone number, God only knows for what reason. He's always trying to do shit to wreck my life, what with the rumors he started about and made everyone think I did it for attention when he indeed black mailed me into telling him? He owes me money as well, with all the jewelry he stole from me. Gosh, that boy annoys me more then anyone else in the world. He's one of those people you wish you never told anything to and you just want them to leave you alone. He kills me. I swear if he does anything to put my relationship on the rocks, I will hurt him, wouldn't be the first time I hit him =) He's leaving Kentucky soon so yay! Maybe my life can go back to normal once more. I can't say I hate him, he's just really annoying and a compulsive and selfish liar. I just had to rant about that because I have the best boyfriend that ever existed. He means everything to me and makes me so happy. I don't want to risk losing him in any kind of way.
On another note, I've been getting phone calls from random parts of the United States lately and it's concerning me. I want to know how these random people got my number! Oh and I did get a great phone call last night. From Anna Paige Thacker. I think I might be getting my social life finally worked out my friends. And 230 + views on my blog since I started a few days ago, I feel so important, thank you so much. I don't if it's from my posts on myspace, facebook, twitter or myyearbook, I'm betting myyearbook considering my amount of lovely stalkers on there =)
>I just felt I had to blog today, because mostly I'm bored and have nothing to do. I'm probably going to replay Kingdom Hearts or finally try out Re: Chain of Memories. Who knows? Devil May Cry? Maybe beat my Xbox 'til it works once more, the video is out. I'm think of taking it apart and trying to fix it myself because I'm not feeling up to sending it in, considering this snow XD It'd be rather impossible and I'd prefer to keep it in one piece. Despite the ugly green Halo editon I have, which probably shouldn't be played at all, I still love my 360. I think it's about time to get Kinect....But that one game for Wii? With the animals? I forget it's name, but I want it!I'm excited for Christmas, but the only thing I really want is to spend it with Timmy, which isn't going to happen and there's nothing that can make up for that so I think I need to get over it and give him a little more space.

Sabrina Doherty

This girl here, she gets a lot of shit from a lot of people. To be honest, she really doesn't deserve it. I really don't know anything bad that she's done and if she really did do anything, there's no point at still giving her shit. All I can say is you people who are constantly talking about her and hate her can't grow up and move on and stop wasting your time on something as useless and pathetic as hate, then you pretty much don't have a point to be alive. I love this girl, she's a person and she has feelings too. I can't stand it when people talk about her. I can relate to her, I know what it's like to have everyone judge you and people you don't even know hate you, hell, that's how I met her, I wanted to know her side of everything because I got dragged into it all on formspring. So many people we're telling me to not to talk to her, but I was in the same position as her, it sucks. So, I thought I would be nice to her and get to know her myself. And she's one hell of a person. She's funny and very sweet. One of the nicest people I've ever met and she's amazingly cool. She's crazy and never fails to entertain me. She always makes me smile I follow Dallas on formspring and a few other girls because I do look up to them and I do have respect for them, but I absolutely cannot stand them talking about Sarina, EVER. If they were adults, they'd let it go and be nice anyway. Why waste your hate on such an incredible,sweet and beautiful girl?

I've done my fair share of shit to people, it's not really that fun to be the one with the people against you. I'd to see you how you deal with being alone and judged by everyone when no one knows anything about you.

So, my point in this post is, I'm damn proud to call Sabrina Doherty my friend and I'd love to stay friends with her for as long as possible because she's great. All the haters can suck it because you got her famous. Not what you aimed for? She's actually got a chance to be something. I love this girl =3 And if you're gonna hate on her, I'll probably verbally abuse you 'til the point you don't want to live anymore ^_^

I love you, Sabrina!

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Todays standards on Beauty (Male)

So, I've encountered guys who are uncomfortable with their bodies. Most guys think they have to be muscley or just big. BIG HINT, most guys are strong no matter what and they look better without all that. So lets compare guys now, shall we?

Muscles. Ew, personal thing, I really don't like that much. Kinda makes me sick, got his dicks taken off XD

Okay, so that up there, it's okay, I could deal with it, but it's just not my type. So, lets go forthemore realistic and in my opinion. my standard of male beauty, how about this one?

He might be mad at this, but this is my boyfriend, and I love him the way he is

Timmy, I love you just the way you are. You're body is amazing and you couldn't get anymore adorable and handsome. You're all I want and all I need.

And now to other exapmples:

My point of this is average is beautiful, male or female. That you all should think realistically and not have such high standards. AND to prove thats guy

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Todays standards are so stupid, go for the best, whatever you're opinion of the best is, because I know I went for the best ^_^

Todays standards on Beauty (Female)

These days, you can only have two kinda of people; fat or skinny.
Most people prefer skinny, you can hardly find any chubby chasers these days or people who are generally accepting. So, since the woulds majority of opinion is skinny, lets take a look see:

Here's your skinny girls;

And here's the "fat" ones;

Which would you really prefer? Hey, I'm 140 lbs and 5'3". I have an amazing boyfriend who loves me and doesn't want me to change. I like fat girls better. =3 Skinny is DISGUSTING. I mean look at it? Take it from me, a person who's been there. I used to not eat and I dropped down by 30 lbs in is as little as just 3-4 moths. It fucking sucks. If I get fat, you know I've been happy 8D

Lovelovelovelovelovelove Lowe.

I just feel like going on about my love. I know I talk about him too much and it must get really annoying, but I really don't care. I'm in love and I'm totally crazy about him. He;s my reason for breathing. I'd do for him any day, but I'm currently too busy living for him.
I love being the reason for his smile. I love doing anything he asks me for. I love everything he does, everything he says. I never get tired of him. I love how he never left my side, even when we weren't together, he was always there.
Timothy James Lowe is my world.
I can't stand not being with him. I love all our long nights on the phone and how we talk about everything and nothing at the same time. I love all our inside jokes, our silly string and shaving cream fight. Snow fights. Tickle fights. I'd do anything to put a smile on his face. Anything to make him laugh, I'll do it. His smile is amazing. And his eyes...I can't even describe those beautiful blue eyes so that you could understand how amazing they are. I love how he acts like he doesn't care about anything but really cares about every single thing.
I love how strong he is. He keeps saying he's only string on the outside, but he's still here with me isn't he?
I love how mean he is when he sleeps. XD He's so hard to wake up. And how he talks in his sleep, he's so weird when he sleeps but I love it.
I love how he'll playing Xbox and get so into it and he just goes on and on and on and on about it. Listening to him rant is amazing. I love hearing him talk <3
He thinks he can't dance or sing. You can clearly see he can indeed dance from that video and I could listen to him sing for hours...His voice is amazing.
I love how we'll be sleeping together and he rolls over and pulls me as close as he can to his body, kisses me on the cheek, tells me he loves me and he won't let me go.
Whenever I'm in the kitchen cooking for him, hugs my waist from behind and tells me loves me.
We'll be laying there watching TV and he'll grab my legs and just hug them, he says they belong to him and he's just letting me borrow them. =)
Whenever we go anywhere, he makes me walk. He loves to walk, it's adorable in my opinion.
He makes me feel so alive. Makes me feel loved and amazing. He tells me everyday that I'm beautiful and always tells me he loves me. Timothy James Lowe I love you.
I could go on for hours and hours about him. The things he loves, what he does, how he talks, the cute little expressions he does. Everything he does. He's just the best boyfriend that ever existed. He's an amazing and great person. And he's all mine.
I love you, baby. I had to let the world know how great you are. <3

'Effed up Phobias.

Hmm, so many interesting phobias these days. I'm beginning to think people just makes these things up to feel different. XD
Well, Caligynephobia is a fear of beautiful women. Can you imagine how much that must suck? Well, you'd be lucky to have a man like that, low standards, you don't have to be perfect! But it means you're not pretty :/ What compliments would he give you?
"Oh, my love! You're ugliness condoles my fears!"
What the hell?
Shall we go over more strange phobias? Not even strange, more like damn insane. I still don't think they're real. I found an article on how to live with Caligynephobia -_-;
This phobia led me on a search to find other effed up phobias.
Well, lets get started on these phobias A-Z;

Ablutophobia- Fear of washing or bathing.
Alektorophobia- Fear of chickens.
Allodoxaphobia- Fear of opinions.
Anglophobia- Fear of England
Aulophobia- Fear of flutes
Barophobia- Fear of gravity -- sucks to live on Earth, huh?
Botanophobia- Fear of plants -- Don't go up in the wood, them plants gonna get cha.
Catapedaphobia- Fear of jumping from high and low places.... No comment.
Chiraptophobia- Fear of being touched -- Now I have this, so I can't say anything
Cibophobia- Fear of food
Cnidophobia- Fear of stings
Cyclophobia- Fear of bicycles.
Cymophobia or Kymophobia- Fear of waves or wave like motions
Decidophobia- Fear of making decisions -- got this too :/
Dutchphobia- Fear of the Dutch
Ecclesiophobia- Fear of church
Ecophobia- Fear of home
Eleutherophobia- Fear of freedom
Eosophobia- Fear of dawn or daylight.
Ephebiphobia- Fear of teenagers
Euphobia- Fear of hearing good news.
Eurotophobia- Fear of female genitalia. -- the "E" phobias got it going on.
Francophobia- Fear of France
Gamophobia- Fear of marriage.
Geliophobia- Fear of laughter. -- HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHHHHHAAAAA!!!!
Gynophobia- Fear of women -- Not just the beautiful ones?
Hadephobia- Fear of hell.
Hagiophobia- Fear of saints or holy things -- of you have both of these, what do you do?
Hellenologophobia- Fear of Greek terms or complex scientific terminology.
Heterophobia- Fear of the opposite sex. (Sexophobia)
Hexakosioihexekontahexaphobia- Fear of the number 666.
Hippopotomonstrosesquipedaliophobia- Fear of long words. -- They so did on that on purpose. You poor poor long worded homosapians.
Homilophobia- Fear of sermons
Hylophobia- Fear of forests.
Ideophobia- Fear of idea
Ithyphallophobia- Fear of seeing, thinking about or having an erect penis.
Japanophobia- Fear of Japanese. -- Timmy XD
Judeophobia- Fear of Jews.
Kathisophobia- Fear of sitting down
Kenophobia- Fear of voids or empty spaces -- I actually have this o.o; I hate empty chairs and such
Kosmikophobia- Fear of cosmic phenomenon.
Kyphophobia- Fear of stooping
Lachanophobia- Fear of vegetables.
Laliophobia or Lalophobia- Fear of speaking.
Linonophobia- Fear of string.
Liticaphobia- Fear of lawsuits
Logophobia- Fear of words
Macrophobia- Fear of long waits
Medomalacuphobia- Fear of losing an erection
Menophobia- Fear of menstruation.
Merinthophobia- Fear of being bound or tied up.
Meteorophobia- Fear of meteors.
Mnemophobia- Fear of memories
Mythophobia- Fear of myths or stories or false statements
Neopharmaphobia- Fear of new drugs.
Nomatophobia- Fear of names
Novercaphobia- Fear of your step-mother.
Octophobia - Fear of the figure 8.
Oneirogmophobia- Fear of wet dreams
Optophobia- Fear of opening one's eyes
Ostraconophobia- Fear of shellfish.
Ouranophobia or Uranophobia- Fear of heaven.
Papaphobia- Fear of the Pope.
Peladophobia- Fear of bald people.
Phagophobia- Fear of swallowing or of eating or of being eaten.
Phalacrophobia- Fear of becoming bald. -- O_O
Philophobia- Fear of falling in love or being in love. -- <3 lovelovelovelovelovlove
Phobophobia- Fear of phobias -- if that's not irony, I don't know what is
Porphyrophobia- Fear of the color purple -- if you have this, Fuck you.
Proctophobia- Fear of rectums
Russophobia- Fear of Russians.
Rhabdophobia- Fear of being severely punished or beaten by a rod
Samhainophobia: Fear of Halloween -- This is Halloween This is Halloween everybody make a scene!
Scelerophibia- Fear of bad men
inistrophobia- Fear of things to the left or left-handed
Somniphobia- Fear of sleep
Soceraphobia- Fear of parents-in-law
Symmetrophobia- Fear of symmetry.
Syngenesophobia- Fear of relatives.
Syphilophobia- Fear of syphilis. -- Completely understandable.
Teutophobia- Fear of German
Textophobia- Fear of certain fabrics. -- and what are these certain fabrics?
Trichopathophobia or Trichophobia- Fear of hair
Tyrannophobia- Fear of tyrants. -- Hitler ^_^
Urophobia- Fear of urinating. -- This could be a problem o.o
Virginitiphobia- Fear of rape.
Vitricophobia- Fear of step-father. -- Two things that go so well together
Walloonphobia- Fear of the Walloons -- WHAT IS THAT?!
Xanthophobia- Fear of the color yellow or the word yellow.-- YELLOWYELLOWYELLOWYELLOW

And my favorite:

Zemmiphobia- Fear of the great mole rat

This isn't even all of them -_-
Some people got problems. XD

My boyfriend dancing

He's such a goofball. I love him

Whores. Sluts. Freaks. Faggots. Studs.

First issues:

What does it really mean to be a whore or a slut?

To be a whore is to have sexual intercourse with someone in exchange for something else.

A slut, just a sexually over active person with many partners. In short, a woman with the morals of a man.

Freaks. People who aren't in mainstream society. Like Me. I'm actually quiet damn proud whenever I'm called emo/scene/zombie/freak/weird. Labels of that such.

Faggot. To all you dumbasses, a fag is a cigarette or a bundle of sticks.

And oh my...Studs.

Now, lets see how all this relates and get to my point.

Whore/ Slut w/ Studs: Lets say and girl has sex with a guy who has a girlfriend and say this girl has only been with a couple(2) people altogether in her life. So, this girl is automatically labeled a whore or slut which does not fit the actual definition clearly at all correct? This girl was just following her heart in a pursuit of her own happiness.

Who can deny their own happiness when they've worked so hard to always please everyone else?

so, the girl ends up being the one getting all the shit from this and the guy is praised. Guys can have sex with as many girls as many times as they want. Girls do this, instant label of whore/slut.

The guy becomes a "Stud" and no one really cares, but it stays with the girl forever. Completely unfair, am I right? But luckily the guy stayed and took shit too for the girl. That's a man. But we're talking about the cowards who fuck 'em and leave 'em.

Onto Freaks. People who dare to be different. Dare to be themselves. Do the things every other preppy as bitch is scared to. Why are these people judged and taunted? When they should be praised for daring to be them. Like myself. I'm very artistic and I love color, why judge me by my colored hair and they way I dress? Because I pull it off? Because I have enough confidence to look in the mirror and think, "Hey, I'm look pretty damn beautiful." And I have the ability to walk like I have a skeletal crown laced in silver on my head? Ha, and you don't? All of "Freaks" have this amazing confidence. Good luck bringing us down. Watch this here to understand where I come from. The video speaks for itself. And that guy singing?Andy Six? Happens to be my hero. Bet you think he's hot right? We'll come to him in this next section.

Faggots. Well, people who are different or possibly gay, gay or not gay at all, get called this.

Remember that guy you thought was hot? Andy Six? That video is about him. How he was made fun of all his life for being different. Being called a faggot. Emo. Freak. Weird. You would've made fun of him too. Don't deny because you think he's hot. Well, Andy over came all of that. I remember seeing him on the internet, building his name on myspace. He proved everyone wrong, now he's famous and he still is who he was 5 years ago. He's about 19, and he's still true to who he is despite being labeled.

I've already covered studs.

So, this all ties together by bitchy wanna be girls and douche bag guys. Which would most likely be the preppy people? The one's who look normal and judge us all. Well, this all ties together because this was a long explanation of me telling you all to burn in hell.

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